Sigh... college starts soon.. the 'it" is college.. sigh.. i just don't want to go back to the damn place.. owh well.. just have to pray that everything will be alright..
Went to KLCC today.. lol.. picked up vacanza for my dear Win. Well seriously I was hoping that you really enjoy the book.. from the day that you told me about Vacanza i already had the idea of gettin you the book then after what you did for me on my birthday, i was even more sure that I must get u that book. Actually I was planning to get you a ticket to watch W-inds. live but somehow since to uncertainty of tour dates and scared that in the end didn't get to make ur wish come true that's why Vacanza is the best thing I can get for you ^^ as a token of my appreciation for the friendship and being with me when I need you *hugs*
I got my Nike sling bag today.. lol.. I saw it during the last visit of KLCC and it's 50% discount.. actually not the 50% that caught my eyes.. it's the bag.. somehow I just love it.. It's not a realllly special bag but I love the texture and the simple design of it. Then I got my 'The Avenging Fist' dvd.. lol..it's so weird.. I tried to find it when i arrived but somehow I couldn't. So I asked one of the staff to help me out.. worse.. that guy looked so damn blur and dumb =/ and the second time i went back and look.. it's right in front of me = = ||| my bad and that guy's fault = = damn it.. malaysian music store always sucked. BIG TIME.
Then i got my naruto comic the new one :D vol 38. looked around for new stuff or any anime to buy... somehow I didn't get to buy one series but I bought a few dvds... My neighbour totoro, pokemon (lol) and 2 shin chan dvd... ahaha.. I'm soooo.. addicted.. kinda got shocked a few times today.. first the avenging fist dvd for being right in front of me and I couldn't spot it, second, saw the lee hom cd dvd for like 74.90, 71.90, the best one.. 69.90 = = but I guess 80 bucks it's worth it since it's a collector item and what's more it's Lee Hom :D owh owh.. and I read the Heroes of Tokyo, photobook of Lee Hom... Gooodness!! He's so f-ing HOT!!! with his half naked bod and gosh.. love those bodylines :D wat in the world is going on? how can there be such purrrrrfect guy? God, lee hom rocks.
Anyway.. gtg and watched those stuff I bought today.. ahaha.. so happy :D owh.. and Happy 49th Merdeka Day to all Malaysian and 49th Birthday to Malaysia.
lol.. i'm sick already.. flu.. cough... but nevermind... i have Lee Hom to cure me.. ahaha.. *ppl who's reading: stupid vic* i got my Lee Hom dvd today.. FINALLY! I was scolded by my mum cuz after I went to my niece's house I kept insist of going to get my Lee Hom dvd.. (lol.. that's why i drove mum :D) and it rained heavily.. that's why I don't feel surprise if i get sicker tmr.
Well... my trip was rather fun.. not as tiring as the previous ones... Haha.. Win.. thanks for being able to tolerate that little devil so much.. he's such an annoying fella... but i hope you did have fun though.. I'm a little worried that I got you bored cuz I lead you to walk a lot..
Haha... can't think of what to type now.. feeling damn dizzy.. @.@ lol.. better go enjoy my lee hom concert dvd.. and sleep.... Zzzzzz.....
Pretty excited to go somewhere tmr ^^ although not far.. better than not going anywhere... Whee.. I'm like a kid.. so excited :D whee... roller coaster.... bumper car... here I come ^^ *prays to God that the weather will be good for two days* I lovvvvveee to travel... too bad I don't get to travel much.. one for my mother b/c when dad was still around, she almost went everywhere in the world. I only been to taiwan, hong kong and singapore.. and my dad's home in China when i was a kid.. that time really don't know how to appreciate.. right now.. i want to go.. I want to go sydney to visit Gab, i want to go hong kong to shop, go to LA and stalk Mike, go to Taipei to stalk Lee Hom... go to everywhere...
i'm so excited.. so excited to be able to go with friend and family ^^ hehe.. Win.. *hugs* wheee!! :D ok.. need to go pack now.. be back on wednesday ^^ aloha to all!!
Love this mtv... love this song... love LEE HOM!!! gosh... why can he look so damn gorgeous? *drools*
baby 我爱你快乐永远来得及 so come on now and 放开你的心 baby 我爱你快乐永远来得及 so come on now just 放开你的心 now dance... 为什么抱着怀疑 爱并不是都拥有自私自利 虽然难免一些坏记忆 让爱情失去吸引力不再有趣 日子还是要过下去不管是笑或哭泣 所以别停止好奇其实生活充满惊喜 yeah yeah 跟规则道别 yeah yeah 跟我的感觉 yeah yeah 跟过去道别 跟挫折道别跟着我的感觉 baby 我爱你快乐永远来得及 so come on now and 放开你的心 baby 我爱你快乐永远来得及 so come on now just 放开你的心 now dance oh oh 笑或哭别在乎 oh oh 赢或输别在乎 偶尔要解开自己领带太紧太难以呼吸 重复每一天整齐划一 到底你是独立个体还是机器 别忘记谁都有权力选择心情高或低 所以快跳出井底明天的精采可以预期 yeah yeah 跟规则道别 yeah yeah 跟我的感觉 yeah yeah 跟过去道别 跟挫折道别跟着我的感觉 ※ baby 我爱你快乐永远来得及 so come on now and 放开你的心 baby 我爱你快乐永远来得及 so come on now just 放开你的心※ now dance ooh ooh 笑或哭别在乎 ooh ooh 赢或输别在乎 ooh ooh 笑或哭别在乎 ooh ooh 赢或输别在乎 我真的爱你我真的爱你 我真的爱你 ooh yeah baby 我爱你快乐永远来得及 so come on now and 放开你的心 baby 我爱你快乐永远来得及 so come on now just 放开你的心 baby 我爱你快乐永远来得及 so come on now and 放开你的心 baby 我爱你快乐永远来得及 so come on now just 放开你的心 baby 我爱你快乐永远来得及 so come on now and 放开你的心 baby 我爱你快乐永远来得及 so come on now just 放开你的心
seriously sometimes.. i just wish i don't have feelings.. probably heartless.. I am that kind of person who hates to hide the feelings within.. all my emotions written on my face so you can easily see if i'm annoyed, happy, sad or angry.. I've been asking myself.. what's the point of having a blog when i'm writing all these only... I just couldn't help it.. when I absolutely don't know who should I tell all these to and feeling so pathetic.. blogging is something i feel good... Owh well.. everyone can read about my entry.. it's the same as telling someone how i feel.. haha.. lame.. i know... who would bother to sit here and read everything anyway...
Don't mind me.. mood swings again =( sigh i'm such a terrible person.. always feel moody...i hate to hide my emotions.. i hate to hide my feelings.. just like how i used to like these 2 guys.. i actually told them how i felt.. but honestly i wasn't asking for any relationship when i told them.. i was just trying to let them know how i felt within that's all.. but they could just came and said no.. I didn't even ask for anything.. *sigh* my dear God brother (you know who you are) told me he sucked at relationship.. come on dude.. if you said that you sucked, then what am i? I've been trying so damn hard not to think of anything to do with relationship.. Yes, I'm happy that i'm single.. but why am I always being bothered by all these feelings? that's what I hate about myself... if only i didn't fall in love before.. my life would be more perfect.. if only i get to know more ppl.. my life would be amazing.. really? I don't know.. whatever... i have to hide hide hide all the weird feelings that i have.. just when i decided not to fall in love again.. love is calling my name.. why is it calling me when there's no outcome on it? why is it always have to be me who's carrying a torch? did i do something really wrong last time? *sigh* I don't ever want that kind of feeling again... it hurts.. was it so hard to be loved?
Wow.. while I was drooling and went crazy for Lee Hom's pic, I discovered that Avril got married?! Well I know i'm slow.. but still.. a bit shocked to hear that.. Wow.. She looks stunning.. and i can't believe she married that guy from sum 41. Lol.. i guess she found her happy ending huh..
Anyway.. still looking at Lee Hom's pictures.. i'm gonna die cuz of nose bleed. ahaha.. he's just tooo... HOT.. alright.. gtg now.. i'll post some pic up later.. and you'll know why i'm so into him...
Ahaha.. well.. just curious and wanted to know my friend's top 20 of her favorite band.. here's what she said...
1 - 永远的途中 （本人喜欢这首歌超久了，百听不厌,我喜欢庆太在这首歌里的声音，很透明，很大声，清 虽然那时的表现手法跟现在不一样，那时还没有那么纯熟，但是我觉得他有把感觉唱出来） 2 - night flight （一首矛盾青少年的pop song，超爱那个歌词+庆太的演绎手法） 3 - i still love you （刚开始真的很不喜欢这首歌，但是听久了发觉很lum） 4 - light （低落时听了会振奋起来！！歌词是激励着人要往前看虽然失败了但是成功会到来的！） 5 - somewhere in time （一首冷门歌，总觉得听了就很开心的感觉） 6 - best of my love（想换去baby mayb因为比较lum） 7 - dedicated to you （很w-inds.的风格，是一首很典型w-inds.风格的一首歌） 8 - GAME（庆太用不一样的演绎手法唱这首歌，好像花花公子的感觉！！） 9 - so what（会脸红的一首歌，因为庆太唱到好像要跟你告白一样的感觉！） 10 - stil on the street（他们还没有出道时的心声，最爱中间那段只有庆声音那边） 11 - round & round（小庆太唱的，好好可爱！！好活泼的一首歌） 12 - give you my heart（不爱专辑里面的，只爱演唱会版，超lum） 13 - gift（典型w-inds.的风格，哈哈，庆太的声音好亮好清） 14 - いつか、虹の下で （好惆怅的一首歌，淡淡的悲伤,庆太又用不同的演绎手法，所以不像一般的悲情歌曲) 15 - stomp（很有黑人+呐喊感觉的一首歌！跟之前w-inds.给人的感觉不一样 总要常是不一样的东西，所以他们转换了！！） 16 - shiki （之前觉得这首歌很普通，听久了慢慢感觉到歌词想要转达的世界观） 17 - time machine （之前是放fever现在觉得好像比较喜欢time machine， 听了会很high的歌！！） 18 - Hush! （他们的新风格，很不赖的说，我真的很爱这首歌！） 19 - jirenma（感觉上庆太在唱一脚踏2船的感觉，不错！！） 20 - another days（觉得这首歌很适合他们唱）
Haha.. pretty cool way to know my good friend's list ^^ As for me.. here's what I said for Lee Hom:
1。心中的日月(b/c this song has been stuck on my head as u know.. then the more i listen the more i love) 2。Kiss Goodbye(love the mtv and the song.. although is pretty cheesy) 3。竹林深处(hmm.. pretty groovy) 4。Forever Love(lol.. if i ever get married, i hope the one i'm marrying will play this on our wedding.. i know i'm lame = =) 5。安全感（ever since you show the mtv to me in redbox and seeing his movie) 6。Julia (mm... just love it) 7。唯一（ever time i listened to this, i always think of my best friend) 8。爱的就是你(ever since u guys bought me the cd somehow everytime i heard this song also i think of both of you.. weird huh) 9。在梅边(love the way lee hom can mix the song that way and the rapping part *salute*) 10。盖世英雄（still love the idea of how lee hom can mix hip hop and kun qu together) 11。如果你听见我的歌(just love this) 12。龙的传人（used to dislike this song cuz last time thought lee hom pretty change it a lot but recently everytime listen to it edi also feel so active) 13。 Can you feel my world (the lyrics ) 14。放开你的心（*dance*) 15。好心分手（haha) 16。 让我取暖 ( Hom ^^) 17。永远的第一天（really got feel lo for me.. the vocal makes me drown) 18。爱你就等于爱自己（first hom song that i love last time) 19。大城小爱（always imagine lee hom sings this to me = =) 20。 Finally (this song.. well.. not official but the mtv so sad.. *sob*)
As for FM/LP... Here's my fave.. but without reasons.. cuz my eyes are getting tired.. lol.. probably reedit tmr..
1. Numb (i love this song a lot.. i even changed the lyrics before during my A-levels time cuz of stress) 2.Crawling (i feel the lyrics so much when i feel absolutely down.. for most LP songs..) 3. Session (i really like Mr.Hahn's work. The way he does his turntable job blows me away ^^) 4. Points of Authority (I just love the rapping part of this song.. I love the reanimated version and the vid.. wonder when can i do something like that) 5.In The End (the art part amazed me... other than the whale.. lol.. lyrics wise.. love it lots) 6.From The Inside (haha.. this one.. good for screaming.. i can't scream like chester though.. and love how mike dress up in this vid) 7.Somewhere I Belong (the string of this song where mike said is the acoustic guitar but eventually being reversed.. love the fact that while shooting this vid he kinda got "scared" by the fire.. LOL) 8.Right Now (FM) (absolutely feeling this song's lyrics.. Ryu's verse always make me feel the hit there) 9. In Stereo (FM) (somehow for this after hearing it on one of the CSI series.. i love it) 10. Where'd You Go (FM) (obviously love this b/c of how mike being so sweet to write on behalf of his wife when he's gone to work.. that's why she cried everytime she heard this... and Holly's vocal.. amazing!!) 11.A Place For My Head (oooh.. this one.. i remembered once.. when i felt absolutely stress and down.. somehow only Mike keeps rapping this song in my head and weird enough.. it's only mike's voice.. acoustic.. no music..) 12.Faint (i had fun learning this song.. Rob done some excellent job on the drums ^^) 13.It's Going Down (i love to see how mike works with X-ecutioners.. and i love it when he raps this song live) 14.My December (the only slow song that LP had made.. mike's voice is so.. *love*) 15.Papercut (when i'm being really paranoia... this song just fits the time.. and i love the vid.. so... creepy... haha) 16.Dedicated (listen to the lyrics making me feel like mike and the whole band is doing what they are doing today is b/c they love what they do) 17.Believe Me (FM) (mmm.. i was laughing when i first heard this cuz mike's actually singing it.. but somehow i guess it's just groovy and i kept playing and it reached over 100 times in my iTunes :D) 18.Lying From You (great song.. love it) 19.High Road (FM) (ooo.. i really love how John Legend blends in with the song.. and the collaboration of mike and john just great) 20.The Hard Way (FM) (mixed feelings when listening to this.. Kenna's voice nailed the song ^^)
Ahaha.. I know I know.. I'm insane.. but i don't care.. lol.. *continue being insane*
Well.. I guess it's about time to change this whole damn thing. (Yes. I know I've been saying it for so many times but now what i mean on changing is the content first. More of updates and news of Lee Hom and Mike Shinoda/LP/FM. I've been just talking about myself over and over again which is basically boring cuz nothing great happen every single day. So yeah.. change of way of writing. Oh darn. Now i realised both celeb that I mentioned.. are currently busying with their own stuff. Lee Hom is busy with his upcoming movie directed by Ang Lee while Mike is busying touring with the rest in Japan for the Summer Sonic festival.. nothing much update actually. Well. probably I could include naruto and all.. Baaa.. What's the point.. not like my blog read by many anyway.. *sigh* unless I really spend some time on making a new website.
Owh well gtg. mum's been nagging about me not sleeping. Gosh. I can't believe I'm 21 and I'm still being nagged. Haha. She's my mum so I should do whatever she said. Lol.
Somehow If there's anyone who's interested in seeing me changing this whole damn thing or making a new website aka Fort Minor Mansion or Lee Hom's fan site... do push me up for the site alright aka give me some comment? cuz I feel i'm so not motivated and the mood is just not there which is pretty sad cuz all i did nowadays is just wasting my time. anyway.. peace out.
First and foremost.. I would love to tell myself.. "Vic, you're so stupid"... looking back at what you wrote and thinking about what you did last night.. it's so lame.. = = you stupid cry baby = =
And win, you really hide it well.. actually I've been wanting to ask you.. "Your bro don't have class meh" haha.. but yeah.. you and Joshua really keep everything so damn secretive.. but i really thank you guys so so so much for what you guys did today.. don't always said it's nothing.. It means A LOT to me. You guys really make me smile every single second when i listen to the CD.. and gosh.. it's my Hom Hom ^^ and that purple penguin fan looks so cute ^^
I'm still speechless.. ^_^ cuz that CD is makine me drowning inside the la la land.. :D I can't thank you guys so much.. what a 21st birthday celebration.. and sorry for making u guys almost gone deaf with my absolute terrible singing.. truly.. i feel so disgusted by my own singing :D
"在爱的幸福国度 你就是我唯一 我唯一爱的就是你 我真的爱的就是你" ^_^ this is for you guys
wow.. i've never had such.. lonely birthday night before.. probably not lonely.. cuz i've got my tears celebrating for me. call me insane.. call me greedy.. call me mad... or whatever.. the whole damn night, i only received one SMS to wish me happy birthday and 5 friends greeted me on msn.. and my best friend called from Aus... and to sum it up.. it doesn't even reach 10 wishes.. I've never felt like this before... probably i've not been such a good friend that ppl would love to remember. I really don't know whatelse could I say.. tears just keep coming and i'm feeling sick already. I guess.. I'm just feeling absolute pathetic right now.. and i'm being lame.. but yeah.. that's what i'm feeling right at this moment.. I'm sad.. I'm sad that not many would love to remember the little me. Probably only being big size... Haha..
Happy Birthday to me myself and I... if only there's something to stop these tears.. and only Lee Hom's song singing to me.. and it has to be this song..
你只喜欢我微笑 你决定我的需要 我要怎么说才好 我不是为你制造 关心像是泥沼 拉住我往下掉 爱是漂亮口号 透过你的视角 你把我的喜好 随便删掉 变成你要的调调 你为我好我知道 我都知道 我的烦恼我的骄傲 你却不明了 怎样爱你才好 毕竟黑白需要自由奔跑 不能满足拥抱 can you feel my word 真实的我没办法伪造 can you take my hands 真诚你会感觉到 can you feel my word 真实的我没办法伪造 并不想讨好 你才觉得我重要 你只要我有礼貌 其他假装看不到 我要怎么说才好 当我的情绪低潮 关心像是泥沼 拉住我往下掉 爱是漂亮口号 透过你的视角 你把我的喜好 随便删掉 变成你要的调调 你为我好我知道 我都知道 我的烦恼我的骄傲 你却不明了 怎样爱你才好 毕竟黑白需要自由奔跑 rap:i keep on comin' back for more yo 日日夜夜我闭着双眼祈祷 为什么只有我的音乐能够让我依靠 我知道我的世界已经变的越来越小 跑不掉逃不了 怎么面带着微笑 怎么面对着你才好 怎么眼泪都在掉 怎么嘴嘟着好严肃 这不是哭着就好 怎么旋律在我脑袋 一直转一直绕 一直率一直撑着我再一次祷告 帮助我 can you feel my word 真实的我没办法伪造 can you take my hands 真诚你会感觉到 can you feel my word 真实的我没办法伪造 并不想讨好你才觉得我重要
This song absolute hit me right at this moment.. we're just ordinary people indeed... Girl, I'm in love with you But this ain't the honeymoon We've passed the infatuation phase We're right in the thick of love At times we get sick of love It seems like we argue every day
I know I misbehaved And you made your mistakes And we've both still got room left to grow And though love sometimes hurts I still put you first And we'll make this thing work But I think we should take it slow
We're just ordinary people We don't know which way to go Cause we're ordinary people Maybe we should take it slow
Take it slow, oh oh, this time we'll take it slow Take it slow, oh oh, this time we'll take it slow
This ain't a movie, no No fairytale conclusion y'all It gets more confusing every day Sometimes it's Heaven sent Then we head back to Hell again We kiss, then we make up on the way
I hang up, you call We rise and we fall And we feel like just walking away As our love thing advances We take second chances Though it's not a fantasy I still want you to stay
We're just ordinary people We don't know which way to go Cause we're ordinary people Maybe we should take it slow
Take it slow, oh oh, this time we'll take it slow Take it slow, oh oh, this time we'll take it slow Take it slow
Maybe we'll live and learn Maybe we'll crash and burn Maybe you'll stay Maybe you''ll leave Maybe you'll return Maybe another fight Maybe we won't survive Maybe we'll grow We'll never know Baby, you and I
We're just ordinary people We don't know which way to go Cause we're ordinary people Maybe we should take it slow, hey
We're just ordinary people We don't know which way to go Cause we're ordinary people Maybe we should take it slow
Lol.. God must really love me.. haha. well.. no big deal.. few days ago when i went to play squash, there's this foreigner, he came before i left the squash room.. and gosh.. he looks so cute.. and damn.. smells good.. well.. that time was just hand-him-the-key-and-left kinda situation.. never thought that i'll meet him again.. and today.. as usual.. after chatting with Win, i went to play squash.. then as i started for like less than 10 mins, he CAME! lol.. he was asking me if we could play together.. then of course, i said yes.. lol.. i was kinda shy.. lol.. and kept making mistake.. he's pretty good.. i was a little embarassed that my skill suck... but at least, i got to hit a few ^^ he's a French!! oooolala... ^_^ well.. he said he came here for holiday.. I was so nervous and all that I forgot to ask his name.. cuz he played like half an hour with me, then he left after his gf (i assume) came and look for him.. *sigh*... but it's all good.. i feel so... high? haha.. although it's just a fling, it's pretty cool.. first time playing squash with a stranger.. *rawl* ok ok.. i know i sound really desperate.. which i don't deny.. to be honest, he's pretty good looking.. ^^ *swoon*
lol.. saturday night... nothing much to do.. watched Mr.Hong Kong 2006 on wah lai toi just now.. gosh.. the winner looks kinda kayu.. lol.he's from france too.. :D i sooooo should learn french.. ^_^ i know.. i sound pretty weird.. hahaha... more like insane.. guys guys guys.. so long i've not been seeing good looking guys around... thank God for that, my pre-21st birthday present..:D too bad he's taken.. haha.. lol.. i still want to be single for now.. cuz i can look at any guy if i want without thinking that i have a bf.. i guess even girls nowadays who has a bf will still stare at cuties or hotties when u see one in the street ain't it? *wink*
This whole entry is nothing but a joke... ppl who read this can extremely feel my boredom.. cuz if you weren't bored.. why do u even bother to read my blog? :P
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