First of the longest night of my entire life...

I've never been so worried in my life before. And I've never had absolute sleepless night either. And last night was one of the night that I couldn't sleep at all. Mum got diarrhea and vomit, I guess she just ate the curry puff that is unclean. Probably my immune is strong enough to not give me any sickness... Actually it was not such a big deal to my mum, she said is just that she was awake the whole night going in and out of the toilet and that caused her to feel extremely exhausted.

At the beginning I thought b/c she just too tired so I left her sleeping almost the whole day and thinking that maybe she'll be awake in the evening or something. Then until about 8 at night, she's still like sleeping. I've called her a few times and she only asked for water and asked me not to disturb her, I kept insist of asking my cousin sister to come over and bring mum to see the doctor but my mum just refused. In the end I just couldn't really care much whether she wants or not and I just called my cousin sis to come over. My mum is as stubborn as ever!! Now I know where I inherit those stubbornness =/ both my dad and mum are damn stubborn.

I couldn't sleep at all. And my internet connection just fcked up which leaves me rolling around the bed, checking if my mum needs anything. The whole night I only have Lee Hom and Mike's voice accompany me through. At least i manage to get like 2-3 hours of sleep. I totally understand how one can get so worry now. I tried it. And I never like it. I even wish that I was the one who got sick not my mum. Seeing her like that really tears me apart. At least she's better now. But still I need to take her to the doctor and get some medicine to fasten her recovery. *yawn* my turn to get sleepy.