Gong Xi Fa Chai

Lol, it's been a few days ever since I've go on the internet cuz I'm without my powerbook and I barely use my cousin's PC.

So Anyway, I'm still back in my hometown, I'm going back home tomorrow. *sigh* A lil' weird to leave those lil' kids. I know I'll miss them a lot. Although I don't feel so comfortable back here during the first 2 days.

Nothing much to talk about except my big cousin bro making a deal with me, the next time he sees me, if I can slim down, he'll give me a big amount of money(i'm not saying how much) :P Lol, but anyway, is time for me to actually get dead serious with this cuz I'm kinda sick of myself of being like this. I need to slim down a little cuz I want to wear all the nice clothes available.

Anyway I gotta go now. Cuz all the little duddles surrounding me. Ciaoz

Slip Out The Back

I really don't know if there's anything else that is not so good coming my way. First the assignment, now.. my powerbook. WTF? 2 days ago, after the update of OS 10.4.4, it crashed. And the screen just went blank. *sob* why is all this happening to me? This is so like.. Arrghh. Owh well, like ppl used to say- When u're really good luck, the luck will follow you; when u're really bad luck, things that u don't really wish to happen will happen to you.

I'm praying so hard that my powerbook has got no problem. I've sent to repair on monday. *sigh* I miss it so much. It's like taking away a part of me. Somehow, I got really addicted to my oh so beautiful powerbook. Although Apple introduced the dual core Intel Mac not long ago, I still have the thinking of keeping this baby with me. Cuz this is like the pure mac, with no intels. Lol, I don't have anything against Intel.. is just.. But then I might consider getting one of those Intel Macs in the future. Cuz seriously, ever since I use my powerbook, this PC of mine has been left in dust. So right now, I gotta get back to it for a while. So to say, my powerbook is like my husband. I must use it ever single day. These two days I was like.. feeling so damn weird without it.

Tmr's the last day for my year 1. That is, I'm having exam for my very last subject for year 1. I didn't study much though. I just don't have the mood. Thank goodness I really pay attention in this class and capture the basics of it. Hopefully can score an A for this though. *finger crossed*

Fort Minor. Fort Minor. I'm so excited about Mike coming. But I really need the membership for FMM/ LPU. Who's gonna help me? :( I know I sounded too crazy over this, but I swear to God I only do this for Mike. Even last time I was a huge BSB fan, I never really bother to join their fan club. Haha, they're going to Singapore soon. They don't even bother to step into Malaysia anymore. Lol. Malaysian fans can be pretty scary. ^_^

So glad to meet up with Gab and Wai Ling last saturday. Truthfully speaking, I'm always the one who's so damn coward. I wanted to go clubbing with both of them so much. But somehow, my mind just full of my mother's face. We actually went to KL but then the covers are like.. not so cheap. Eventually we didn't go b/c of me :( For Pete's sake, I'm already 21, and I've not really been for clubbing before. I would really try it for once. God knows when. But then seriously, Malaysia has become really scary, well not only malaysia.. every corner in this world is not safe anymore. Rapist running around rapping and killing females. Robbers robbing everywhere. They don't only rob nowadays. They even kill the victims. WTF? Where's the peace? It even got me thinking of being a female is way too dangerous. We are the ones who loses everything. What are those "animals" thinking? Some rapist even desperate til they need to rape a female animal. That's truly ridiculous. Can't those males just control themselves? I feel so pityful for those victims. I really hope those mad cows are gonna be jailed and punished. *sigh* It's a weird world..

Right. I'm outta here. Gonna study for tmr's. *cheers*

If only...

*sigh*. I wish I don't have to start my blog with that word. But really, this week hasn't been so good for me. The whole assignment issue has been such a tragedy. Would love to explain it further but now.. I'm just here to make a quick post. I'm having exam tmr. But I've not finish study yet. My head is like almost burst. I just don't know what else to do. I guess 2006 doesn't start well for me. So many issues I have to deal with later on. So little time to make big decisions. As a matter of fact, I'm sick of KDU and might consider to withdraw before year 2 starts. The more I go on, the more I felt like my future is not guaranteed. Even if I want to switch course/ college, there's so many things I need to care about. Fees, location and all that.

If only I'm capable to work on a good job now. I wouldn't have been in this kind of shitty situation. I would somehow really love to know what will I become in the future. Probably end up being a jobless freak huh? *sigh* I really don't want to disappoint my mum. I want to achieve something in my life. But how? Everyone seems to have choose their right path. While me, I'm like so lost. I've always know what I wanted. But somehow it seems like KDU can never provide me what I want with all the lousy lecturers they have.

This whole thing actually bring down my mood on the Fort Minor show. I just wish the day will come soon. But then I need to settle up my credit card thing so I can meet Mike Shinoda eventually. Alright. I guess that's about it for now. Nite.

Fort Minor Live in KL!!!

Woohooo!! OMG. My prayer has been heard. Fort Minor is coming to KL on 28 Feb!!! * runs around* *jumping up and down* OMG.. I just couldn't believe it. *cries in joy* This is like one best news when I'm so stuck with my final assignment. Damn. This is great. Again, I have my own concern, I'll definitely go no matter what. Is just that getting there is a problem for me cuz I might be going alone unless there's company. My main concern is transportation and the fanclub membership cuz I really really really want to meet Mike Shinoda face to face. I've been praying for this so damn long and finally is coming in less than 2 months. But if in the end I couldn't see him face to face also it's meant to be lo. It's good enough that they're coming, for that, I thank God.

Darn. I'm too excited to actually think of something else. But whatever it is, I stlll need to get that stupid assignment done. *sigh* Laters.

Let the countdown begins...

Woohoo.. lol.. I'm always excited about chinese new year. That is why I've re-deco my page. Muahahaha. Don't you love holiday seasons? Hehehe. Still can't believe it's already 2006. Another 26 more days til CNY. Whee. I can't wait. I guess the new deco is too simple that I think it doesn't really bring out the feeling of CNY. Hmm.. maybe I'll think of something else and redo it again.

The other side of me was actually telling me this: " Instead of being so damn energetic over CNY, can't you just save it and get over with ur stupid assignment?" *sigh* Why? The spirit has been broken by this stewpit thing. And whenever I think of going shopping, this evil side of me has to warn me about it.pfft. Right. Speaking gibberish here.

Anyway.. I absolutely NO intention to finish up the last piece of work cuz seriously, inspiration gone, brain off, ready to study for exam, so so so ready for CNY.

Owh gosh it's getting late.. more to come soon.. Gtg. *cheers*