Bored

recently nothing much to talk about.. life has been just plain boring.. met my a-levels friends last friday.. it's so good to see all of them again.. brought back the good old memories we had.. too bad.. i can only look back cuz those days will never come back again.. omg.. it's gonna be 1 of august in less than 2 hours time!!! time really flies... wtf... i'm gonna be officially 21 in less than 10 days time.. o.O *sigh* i'm still alone. wtf wtf vic.. i've already said i've decided to be single so stop moaning... = = blah blah blah.. these old habits of mine will never gone although i'm 21.. pfft.

recently been turning back to listen to chinese songs... well.. some.. not all.. and all thanks to that gorgeous, talented Lee Hom. *swoon* gosh.. wonder why is he still single huh? *wink* ahaha.. why am I talking as if I have a chance = = mind me.. I'm always insane.. X_X but truthfully speaking.. the recent feeling for music is like... as long as it's good and not a copy work.. any type of songs can be accepted by me. Japanese, Korean, spanish, latin, and so much more.. well I'm a chinese so other than listening to english songs, i have to listen to chinese too.. now it's just the matter of liking or not. Haha. Everyone has different taste.. I admit I have weird taste.. i could easily hooked on something.. like Naruto.. well.. used to think what the heck was that.. after starting to watch that anime, i could never get bored of it.. except all the recent fillers.. cuz they were so damn bored and ridiculous..I always watched back the earlier episodes... guess some ppl will think i'm bored.. which is true cuz I am a boring person.. then if there's a song really got my attention, i can listen to it for months.. but not repeated like thousand times at once... it's just that it wil stay on top of the list of my iTunes and be in my iPod shuffle for quite a while ^^

You can sooo see how bored I am... whatever I've said is all crap.. wtf. ahh.. and i need to remove my habit of liking to say wtf. lol too nice to type on wtf wtf.. i can use one hand to type them out smoothly wtf wtf.. = =

anyway... better be rolling around than writing more boring stuff about myself here.. even I get bored of what I said.. I don't understand why ppl can take it.. probably they can't.. lol.. i realised i'm like my mother... she has a habit of repeating stories over and over again.. and i can even say whatever story she wanted to tell in the reverse order.. lol.. well.. ppl like me who likes to talk could never stop talking.. i only like to be silent when i sleep. other times.. i rather to have some noise around whether it's music or talking to ppl.. or tv.. the silence when i'm awake just gives me a chill.. cuz i really hate to be lonely. so.. ciao ^^

Aye Aye Captain! ^^

Finally!!! After waiting for three years and got really bored of episode one, finally got to watch Pirates of The Caribbean 2 last saturday. Not pretty sure how to rate this movie.. But it seems like it's not as funny as the first one... More creepy than the first one(thanks to all the weird sea creatures, my cousin sis found it disgusting so she rather not watch) More of the scary feeling than the first one? I don't know probably it's just me. *spoiler alert* if you have not watched the movie and intend to, please stop reading if you would love to find out all about the movie urself :P One thing that I'm so damn sure is that... I hate Keira Knightley.. She's a bitch :P (well.. in the movie.. sorrry folks.. i just hate her) Seeing what she did to dear o' Captain Jack. Yum.. Captain Jack... Johnny Depp just too irresistible.. Somehow my niece loves Orlando rather than Johnny.. sorry dear, reality proves that Jack Sparrow is more attractive and he's the spotlight of the movie :P Orlando, step aside :P I'm so looking forward for the 3rd episode next year.. Chow Yun Fat is in it though.. lol.

Still doing nothing much productive at home though.. well i do go and play squash like 3-4 times a week... tiring. lol.. but i hope it will have some sort of result in the end... I just hate it when time fly by so quickly.. it's already half a month of July o.O August!! Haha.. I can't wait. In a way, I can't wait, the other, I don't want it to come. Haha.Weird =/

Alright.. nothing much to post /talk about... Just keep having this question in my head for a few days.. After we die, do we still have brain? Since if ppl who believes in spirit/ soul.. do u think spirit/soul have brain to think? Cuz as a human, we have our body.. but if we don't have the body.. where did the brain come from... *lol* cold questions.. anyway.. ta.

Here's a picture of the awesome looking captain Jack ^^ *drools*

I can never be pleased.. *sigh*

I always wish for this wish for that.. When am I ever gonna be satisfied with what I have? *sigh* Pretty disappointed that Brazil lost against France. Damn french :P Haha.. never thought France could make it to the semi-finals since last world cup they can't make it to the quarter.. lol. Don't quite remember.. the most memorable one was the first game vs senegal. They lost. haha. I guess most brazil fans must have been pretty heart broken. So am I. I really wished that the could be the champ again which makes them the 6th time champ if they win but.. too bad..

I'm working on the background of my blog though.. desperately want to change the ugly layout that i have. so lame. = = so damn kayu. i guess i'm pretty decided that i'm gonna stay home this summer break. One for trying to work out on those fats. Seriously i must do it this time so i can earn 10k next year. Hoho.And secondly, really have to pick up some software or thing to learn so that next semester I won't need to suffer that much. *sigh*

Seeing everyone having such a great 21st birthday... sigh i'm so jealous.. I don't want a blasting birthday... just hope that I could have some surprise though.. cuz I've never been surprised by anyone before.. lol... (ppl reading will go.. please.. stop being so damn fussy... it's already a surprise if ppl remember ur birthday) haha...seeing most of my friend have their 21st bday cake picture... so nice.. I've been waiting for something special to happen to me.. you know.. "special"... sigh... guys are so troublesm but it seems like girls can never live without them.. that's why.. it's really cool not to fall in love. once you've been loved before, you'll always miss the feeling of being in love when u're not. sigh... why am i always so desperate. am I alone in this? why is it so hard to actually find someone who loves me for me? ahaha.. i know one of the reason.. my ugly looking and having the plum body :(

Hmm.. let's see what I want again... (ppl reading: always know how to write what u want.. so lame..)
1. I want to lose the pounds that i've been carrying for years.. i realised that i've not been thin before X_X
2. I want to have a party that filled with everyone I know.. have a great time with them
3. I want a damn car.. don't care it's a kancil.. kelisa... whatever for now... i want something that can be driven..
4. I want a new iPod.. apparently my shuffle really doesn't satisfy me at all..
5. I want a new phone.. damn.. i'm so sick of my current phone.. it's that damn 3100...
6. I want a 21st birthday cake.. ahaha.. wtf.. i'm really lame...
7. I want to see Mike Shinoda again...
8. I want to travel overseas...
9. I want to be rich...
10. I want to be beautiful..
ahaha... i know i know.. stop it victoria.. you're just so lame.. your wish is getting weirder and more impossible... But truly, I really really want everyone that I know have a happy life and world peace and of course.. My mum to be happy all the time. She's the one that matters the most in my life. To those ppl who tend to kill urself before thinking about ur parents, what the f-ck is wrong with you? If ur bf/gf broke up with u, just get a new life. Killing urself is the biggest mistake you'll ever make in ur whole damn life. Dying isn't the way to solve a problem. Don't be the idiot to waste ur life like that. And besides.. you don't have the right to kill urself before asking ur parents permission cuz they are the ones who gave u ur life. No matter how suck ur life is, there's always a way out. There must be someone who could understand ur sorrow and pain. Don't make ur precious lil' life so damn fragile. *sigh* i'm sleepy.. off I go :D