Looking back on the things I've done...

2005 is coming to an end within a few hours. Let me think of what I've done this year. Hmm... The biggest thing I've done this year was... ASSIGNMENTS. Right. Since they took up most of my time this year. The best property I've gotten this year was none other than my great powerbook. Hehe. Still lovin' it ^.^ Actually there were a lot of good things and bad things happened throughout the year. But overall I'm truly blessed for being who I am. Gotta mention mum again cuz she's the reason that I'm here and with everything I owned today. Nothing else matter other than my mum. She's my greatest gift for my entire life. And of course I thank God for that.

Let's see what's my new year resolution... I want to get over year 2 not just with a pass, if possible I would love to get as many distinction I could. I know it's gonna be damn hard, but I gotta try. As the wish I have every year, World Peace. I just really wish that the world could have less war, less poverty, less diseases, less accidents, less crimes, less harmful stuffs that is... haha. Really I think within these few years, more and more crimes are being committed by idiots that don't realise that there's a thing called law in this world. I was pretty disappointed with those ppl and I do hope that the world can become a better place. *sigh*

Other new year resolutions are like.. I want a new phone, not sure which one I'm getting. I want a car. I want an iPod video.Haha. I want... myself to be slimmer. yeah yeah. Always think of that but in the end instead of losing i'm gaining =/ pfft. I want.. a boyfriend. Ha. WTF is with that? What a lame thing to ask for.Desperate in fact. I just want someone other than my mum to love me. And for Pete's sake I'm gonna be 21 on 2006. Darn! Of course all this depends on fate. If there's a guy for me out there, I'll find him eventually ^.^ If there's none, too bad Victoria, you're ALONE. Hmm.. let see what else... I wish myself to think about others more like try my best to keep in touch with friends. I wish... year 2006 won't be like 2005 in terms of happenings. It felt like 2005 is damn boring to me. Nothing interesting about me other being excited about mac =/

I guess that's what I want. Most importantly is that I hope happiness and joy are spread in every corner of the earth those I know and I don't know. Last but not least, Happy New Year to all. *cheers*

Gonna be sick soon..

Lol, just came back from my Genting trip yesterday. Gosh, it was a total torture to have fun. What was I saying you ask? Trust me, never go to Genting during public holidays. Is like hell. Of course I did have fun. All the fun I had must use my strength and energy to change 'em back. Is like waiting to play one thing, I have to wait at least 30 mins.

Right, to clear the confusion... Haha, before you read on, it's gonna be like so damn boring cuz i'll write it like i've never been to somewhere before =P

Day 1:
Reached Genting at about 12.30 pm. Waited to check in for about 15 mins. I was pretty unhappy with the room they gave. So narrow, the bathroom is so freaking small, no fridge and cost almost 300 a night. So I went to complain about it. Lol, yeah, anything that I'm not happy with, I'll just complain. Haha. Got that gene from my dad =P So then after explaining so many things to me, mum said forget it. Fine then. We moved our luggages into our room and settle everything. After that all of us split up, the adults- my mum, my cousin sis & hubby are one team, my two nephews are following me.

I can't believe that First World is amazingly huge. When I say huge, I mean HUGE. So i went to queue up and bought the tic for indoor passes for everything. About 23 per person, 20 for kids. First thing I played was the bumper car. Seriously waiting for like 45 mins only then is our turn. After that, we went to watch 4D motion master where we waited another 30 mins before watching. The deco they had around is so damn creepy so I thought was something scary and exciting plus when we waited outside the theater door, we heard screaming so I was a lil' freak out. Well, it turned out to be something so damn different than I thought. They showed Alice In Wonderland =/ wtf? I'm not sure why, probably is just me, I felt so damn bored. Yes, the graphics are pretty close to my eyes after wearing that glasses but to be dead honest, the graphics aren't as nice as expected. i remember long long time ago when I went to genting to watch motion master, they were showing Robocop, and that was really exciting,comparing with this, I almost couldn't believe I waited like 30 mins just to watch that. Lol, I'm such a grouch. Then after that, we went to ride on the rollercoaster. Haha, as usual I was scared at first. But not like what I played last time. This time is a lil' exciting only. The one that I played last time spinned 360 degrees and that was terrifying. So after that I was pretty exhausted.. not b/c of playing, b/c of standing so damn long just to wait. Then I brought those two kids to eat pizza hut. Damn, the food in Genting is so damn expensive!!! Fine if their charge for game is expensive, but basically everything is much more expensive than I thought.

After feeding ourselves, we went to play some bowling. We played like 2 games, and it cost me about 60+ Yeah. RM 6 per game and that's like equals to 2 games for 6 in KL =/ Owh well, when you're trying to have fun, you can't really count during that time.

As I'm such an addict of arcade, we went to play some arcade games after that. Daytona, shooting, bike, fighting and all that. And they don't use token/coins there anymore. They used cards. And is like you bought a card for 13 and it has RM 10 in it. And everytime you finish, you can add credit in. Darn I really had no idea how much I've spent as well. We just like keep playing and topping up.

After that, we headed to the cruiser that tour around the mall and around Genting for a ride. Lol, I waited Damn long as well since there are a lot of families queueing up for their turns. And the ride is like what? Less than 3 mins around the mall. And the other one which tour longer and slower about 5 mins. And that was the last thing we played since I refused to go for the Haunted House Adventure. Call me a coward but really it looks damn creepy to me. Some dude dress up like a ghost in the reception and he almost freaked me out.

So I went back to the room and take a shower then went down to the shops and walk around and had some stuff to drink. Damn their desserts are like RM 6 per bowl. Some more is so damn small and not nice. *sigh* And at 12, most of the couples standed in the middle of the mall and spraying each other and singing. How sweet. After watching all that, I went back to the room and sleep.

Day 2:
I couldn't get up earlier so is mum. We woke up at about 9 am and rushed for our breakfast. Yep the package comes with free breakfast. But is not that great. The breakfast is just ok. They served fried meehoon, toast, porridge, omelet, and some other stuff. The whole cafe is full of ppl and is terribly stuffy. So after eating the not so delicious breakfast, I went to queue up for the all park ticket. we're playing both indoor and outdoor park today.

The first thing we played was the antique car. Lol, it brings back the memory I had when I was a kid. Not exactly bring back but I just remembered myself in the picture. haha. Then the sky started to rain. So we ran back in to play archery. I was pretty bad at it. The closest I can shoot is the blue side. My lil' annoying nephew is like can't really shoot at all. I'm not trying to be mean but at his age, he's really annoying. He asked for a thing, and he MUST get it, or else he'll cry or scream. WTF? And he's like 10 this year. I almost wanted to slap him. After a while, we went out again and try to play something else. I wanted to play the racing car so much but only me and my 14 yrs old nephew can play, my 10 yrs old nephew is too short. So I didn't play in the end =/ actually there's so many things I wanted to try but b/c of him I couldn't. I couldn't leave him alone and he's too short to play those.

So after that, we like went to queue up for bumper boat. I didn't play that cuz I felt a lil' headache and not so well, So I stand aside and take pics of them. Then we went to play the sliding boat. And that's the most exciting thing I've ever played in this whole thing. This time we queued up for like almost an hour. And I was screaming like shit when the boat reached the top and starting to slide down. My 14 yrs old nephew is not afraid at all. Gosh! And they not only have one slide,but 2!!My heart was like beating damn fast after that ride.

Since we were all wet, we went back to the hotel room and take a shower. And I was trying to relax a lil' cuz seriously it feels like my backbone is gonna break soon. I have to admit that I'm getting old. Haha. At the year of 20 I already started to whine. Couldn't imagine when I reached 60. After showering, we ate instant cup noodles in the room and watch tv for a while then continue our game. We went to queue up for the raindeer cruiser. It was damn slow and only ride it about 3mins. Although is slow, when I looked back, it felt scary too cuz it's too high. Then after that supposely we wanted to queue up for merry-go-round but after a while my nose started bleeding so we found some place to sit down and make the bleeding stop. I think I didn't drink much water as I've been running around, standing, waiting and ate tom yam noodles. So the last thing we played was the boat that goes around the mall. Hehe. It was pretty nice ride. If riding with ur bf/gf it will be pretty romantic. Is just that it'll be a lot of ppl watching u as those ppl standing around and wait.

I would say all the thing we played today was like not so worth it as it was raining constantly and my nephew couldn't play =/ I wanted to try flying coaster cuz it looks so damn excited and terrifying. Muahahaha. So we ended our xmas day by watching some chinese comedy. And again, all of us were so damn tired that we can fell asleep within 5 seconds.

Day 3:
Today's the last day being in Genting. We woke up at about 7.30 and pack up everything to get ready to check out. But we planned to play in the old building. Ah, I've been waited for so long to play in the arcade where you collect tickets and redeem some stuff. We collected about 2000+ tickets and I exchange it for a tiger plush toy, a cubik play toy, a snowland mug, some other small stuffs. The next time I go, I wanted to go to the snowland. Muahahaha. All of us stayed there until 4.30 then we left Genting. Immediately after getting into the car, I felt asleep again. I'm not sure why but during the time in genting I don't really feel hungry and I keep feeling headache. *sigh* My conclusion of this trip. Tiring-100%, Fun-75%, torture-ness- 100%, crowds- >100% and the amount I've spent for everything is like almost 1k . I had fun, but if I were to choose again, I rather to go with some good friends than bringing all the kids. But the bottomline, trying to have fun is like must be going through a hell of waiting only you'll have some little fun. Until now, I'm still tired and worn-out. Right. I'm outta here.Gonna fix my blog and post some pics from the trip some other time. Laterz.

Joy to the world

Muahahaha.. whee!!! Yes!! Yay!!! Yahoo!!! I finally get rid of the ISA and LSC assignments!! And that means... I can enjoy my Xmas from now on til it's over. (I know I still got the stupid game assignment to take care of =/) Who cares? This shit will be after Xmas. Screw IIES!!

Right. Why do I sound so hyper huh? Lol, it feels so damn good to dump that assignment into the assignment box. It's like getting off something really heavy from your shoulder. And yes, I can officially enjoy my powerbook by not using it to do work for now. Naruto! Naruto! Naruto! Whee!! Download sessions keep on going ;)

I'm not sure how I did for my ISA, I did till like what? 3 am? I guess I really screw it cuz some questions are like so damn difficult to complete especially drawing diagrams =/ I just hope I can pass and at least get a C for it. Cuz seriously it's my worst subject. I'm the kind of person who can't really do analysis and theories.

I just can't wait for xmas. Going to have tons and tons of fun ^.^ I hope...

Time flies just like that. Another 9 days we'll be in 2006. wtf? that's too fast!! Gosh !! FM is touring in asia and australia in the upcoming months. Darn I wish they could stop by this little country..I wanted to meet Mike!!! and of course.. the great Ryu. Muahahaha. S.O.B rocks!! Shit I better renew my LPU and join FMM or else the chances of meeting them is like 0. but... how? *sigh*

Alright. I'm outta here. I've not been enjoying TV a lot lately, and since now I'm free... *evil laughs* Laterz!! ^.^ owh..and Merry Xmas in advance!!

Phew. One down, one more to go.

*sigh* I just don't understand why my life seems to be living with assignments only? You see I already started whinning about this I wonder how am I gonna survive in the future when I'm working.

Finally finish my report for LSC. I wonder how much will it worth out of 50 marks. Another freaking last minute work, well not exactly last minute since I've done the research quite a while ago. But at least I'd just remove some pressure from my shoulder. I want to enjoy my christmas before start banging my head on the wall for my group assignment for IIES that due 10 Jan. So I don't care how suck this report is b/c this is the best I can do right now as my mind has partially in holiday.

Fortunately I've got Naruto to keep me entertain for the pass few weeks. "Gosh Vic! Stop that Naruto shit already!" Ha. I don't care. I just love it. Especially there's Kakashi. Muahahaha. He's just so HOT!! Hatake Kakashi rules!! Whee! You can see there's Kakashi's keychain hanging on my sling bag. See how mad I am?

I realised I've been such a bad friend. I don't really keep in touch with my friends anymore. And that's why I'm not worth contacting. I've been so selfish to hang the "I'm-too-busy-to-call" sign on my forehead. Busy? All bull shit. I don't even make a little effort to call or SMS my friend. What have I become? Pity those who become my friends.I better don't use the i'm busy reason to cover up my selfishness.*sigh* somebody just hit me already.

Do I really know anything else other than whinning and complaining? It seems like is a No. "Don't try to live so wise,Don't cry 'cause you're so right,Don't dry with fakes or fears 'Cause you will hate yourself in the end" This whole phrases just right for me right now.

Guess I should get going now. It's like 1 am and I'm dead tired of doing my stuff since this morning. A picture of Kakashi will sum up the day ^.^ *peace*

Year End Sale

Don't be mislead by my title. Although is sale, I didn't buy anything today. Is always like that. Whenever I'm out with my cousin sis, is always her sons getting their stuff and I'm always the one who queue up and pay for them in the long line =/

As expected, the megamall was damn crowded today. Especially is the year end sale now. I always hate shopping on weekends. But then what to do, I still have class during weekdays.*sigh* But true enough, the shopping center is filled with the christmas feeling. Christmas tree, gift stalls, bazaar and all. That's one of the thing that cheers me up. Seeing all the decorations.

Actually I went to the megamall yesterday to watch movie. Originally planned to watch Harry Potter but then there's no tics only front row seats. So in the end my niece and I ended up watching "Perhaps Love" Sort of the chinese show. Actually the show was quite boring in a way. The reason I'm willing to watch it is b/c of Takeshi Kaneshiro. He's so undeniably hot. Haha. And of course Ji Jin Hee. But then the more I look at him the more I think that he looks just normal. If Takeshi stands beside Ji Jin Hee, Ji Jin Hee will be boo-ed. haha. Who can resist Takeshi's hotness? I know I can't. In the whole show, he's the reason I didn't feel asleep.

Probably I don't know anything about parenting since I don't have kids heck I don't even have a boyfriend. Blah. But then in the future if I'm having kids, I'm not gonna spoil them like my cousin sister did to her sons. Especially the youngest, he's a total spoil brat. If there's anything he wants, he won't shut up til he gets it. And worse still I don't think he knows how to appreciate the thing he owns. Thank goodness he's not my brother or else I'll wack him up til he shuts up. Ahaha, I can be pretty mean to kids when any of them get on my nerves.

Shit! I'm still so stuck with my assignments. I'm so stuck. And next week is the last week and yet i'm still here blogging about nonsense. Right, *LEAVES*

One book to rule them all...

Muahahaha. Finally I got my powerbook!!! Yes!!!! 6th of december is the exact date. *evil grin* Gosh I love this machine. It's like addicted to drugs. The more I use it, the more I can't live without it. Now my PC looks like shit to me =P I'm so glad I actually got this powerbook instead of waiting for the iBook. One thing about this powerbook is that it's a lil' longer so that's why is like a lil' trouble to carry around. But I don't mind carrying it. It looks so cool. Muahahahaha.

Darn, next week is the final week. I'm so doomed if I don't get my assignment done. I don't want to go genting with my assignments. But then I have to since MMF's group assignments are like... Shit. I hate Shirley. She's one of the lecturer that I think doesn't qualify to be a lecturer. Pfft.

I still can't believe I owned a powerbook now. Ahaha. I'm sorry if I sound like I'm bragging but honestly this is one of the coolest machine that one could ever owned and this is one of my dream come true this year. And to say it again, I'm thanking my mum for the rest of my life. I'll do anything for her. And if I'm ever treating her badly, I'm gonna die in a very horrible way.

Right, gotta run now to finish up the undone.Laterz.

Dedicated to someone that I love the most.

Probably I've been blog about this a thousand times but I can never get enough of saying it. Somehow today the feeling hit me again that is I'm so blessed for being my mother's daughter. No one else I rather be in this world than who I am today. I don't know how to repay what my mum have done for me for all these years and I know that I could never repay her with the love and care she had given me and still giving in. Probably you'll feel I'm being so cheesy but seriously, this is how I feel. I can never imagine my life without my mother.Being her daugther seems to feel too good to be true. She gives me anything I want and try her very best to make me happy. Yeah, maybe sometime she has all the rules like giving me curfew and all but then so to say, I'm quite use to it. If my mum is not that strict, I'm probably a bad ass now.That's why, thanks to her, I am who I am today =)

Yes, I may have lost my dad a few years ago, and gosh, I really miss him. But mum has always been there for me. Suddenly when I see her back, I feel like I'm such a bad daughter to actually make her mad for all the small things. Seriously even if there's a chance for me to go overseas to study, I rather don't go. Actually there's no "if there's a chance", in fact mum did ask me to go, but I couldn't leave her. If u like calling me being so dependent or whatsoever, I don't care. Cuz I realised I could lose anything or everything in this world. One thing that I can NEVER lose is my mother. For that, I thank God. Thank God for making me my mother's daughter. I swear in the future if I don't treat my mum right, I'm gonna die horribly. Lol, sounds harsh eh? But I mean it. If I can treat my mum badly, I don't deserve to live at all. Ahaha. God bless ^.^

2006 is coming in 29 days =/

Oh gosh, I just couldn't believe time just slipped away like this. This is too fast!!! *sigh* Lol I realised I didn't blog for quite a while huh. Lol. Been pretty busy with my game assignments. Finally got it done and just passed up. I can't believe I can actually finish a game within 2 days. And seriously, I don't understand why is it always like this. Everything only comes to me in the last minute no matter how early I want to finish it. And that's really a bad thing. Cuz I'll be wasting my time and my other work will be like being put aside. Damn, I must find a way to get rid that habit.


I'm still waiting for my powerbook. Actually the guy called me and ask when I can go and get it cuz there's only one powerbook left.And knowing how desperate I am, I would want it a.s.a.p. But the thing is. I don't know how to go there. Mum's not free the whole day today, she's going out with my cousin sis tmr, sunday I'm not sure. I guess only monday I'll be able to get it :( Owh well, in the mean time, I have my FM album to entertain me then. This is all thanks to Gab :) Dear, I really don't know what I'm gonna do without you. Love ya heaps! ^_^ And seriously it's so worth the wait. Apparently the malaysian version of the rising tied is the clean version. Pfft. Why would I want a clean version for? And no album art plus no dvd. I knew it. They won't give good shit in Malaysia.

Right now, there's like 2 assignments that I have to pass up on 16 Dec and the group game assignment on 10Jan. Stress stress stress. I just want to get them done. One is Object Oriented Design questions and one is technical report that has to be at least 1400 words =/ *yawn* I'm out.