Just drop by to say hi...
Lol. I'm too bored i guess. Here to say hi. Wow. The pressure and stress are starting to get heavier and it irritates me cuz it's too much to take. 5 assignments. Due dates are like... omg.. *sigh*
Today is another day of me being miserable and mood-less. Both of my friends didn't come to college today so making me feeling so alone. *sob* Why are they seem to be so busy til they care less about college huh? Me in the other hand feeling completely stupid and useless. Ppl are doing some stuff for other ppl, look at me. everyday go for class and do I have great skill in something? NO.
So now, I actually think of starting to learn about photography. Take pictures, brush up photoshop skills, and programming skills. I want to be useful. College's stuff alone won't help me to get what I want. And to come and think of it, it could be sort of wasting my time. *sigh* My target, get a digital SLR, get a powerMac and the cinema display. Lol. Sounded like I'm so desperate to be a pro. But I really want to be one even if I don't have all these stuff just yet. It starts from my powerbook. If I can make a full use of my powerbook, getting a powermac won't make me feel such a waste. I want this powerbook to worth what it is. lol.
Alright then, quit wasting time, get all the shits done. Ta.
P.S. Yondaime rules. >.< Although he doesn't really have a scene in naruto just yet other than his picture on the wall.
Today is another day of me being miserable and mood-less. Both of my friends didn't come to college today so making me feeling so alone. *sob* Why are they seem to be so busy til they care less about college huh? Me in the other hand feeling completely stupid and useless. Ppl are doing some stuff for other ppl, look at me. everyday go for class and do I have great skill in something? NO.
So now, I actually think of starting to learn about photography. Take pictures, brush up photoshop skills, and programming skills. I want to be useful. College's stuff alone won't help me to get what I want. And to come and think of it, it could be sort of wasting my time. *sigh* My target, get a digital SLR, get a powerMac and the cinema display. Lol. Sounded like I'm so desperate to be a pro. But I really want to be one even if I don't have all these stuff just yet. It starts from my powerbook. If I can make a full use of my powerbook, getting a powermac won't make me feel such a waste. I want this powerbook to worth what it is. lol.
Alright then, quit wasting time, get all the shits done. Ta.
P.S. Yondaime rules. >.< Although he doesn't really have a scene in naruto just yet other than his picture on the wall.
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