Life gets tougher...

*sigh* after all that happiness I've got last week, it's time to be sad again cuz after seeing how my year 2 subjects go, I felt so lost and have a very strong feeling that I'll screw everything up. The timetable's been f-up, the lecturers.. most are ok, but I got one lecturer who's teaching me AGAIN this semester and most probably I'm gonna b fail this subject cuz I understand everything BUT NOTHING that she taught and no one in the class seems to be happy with her. She's such a f-ing bitch and liar. BOOO shirley!! U're the worst lecturer I've ever met in my whole life. I don't mean to flame you but I seriously told myself to give you a chance after last semester and apparently you're not doing your part as a lecturer. And it will be YOUR FAULT if we all fail. Cuz the truth is you should quit being a lecturer and do something else. KDU is even blind to employ someone like you.

Lol, have a feeling that I'm gonna be sued for that. Well I'm not trying to create unreasonable argue here is just that you don't deserve to be respected. We really want to respect you like how we do for other lecturers but obviously you made us fail to do so.

Enough abt lecturer though. I find it pretty hard this year. So many things that I don't know and recently my powerbook has been pretty f-up. *sigh*

I don't know.. I don't want to know what will happen to me in the future. All I can do now is to try to work very hard . *sigh*