I find myself f-ing annoying..

it's always the time of the month I act like this. Annoying.Stupid. And yet, this will be another pointless, wasting-time and i-warn-you-better-don't read-entry.

I want to know where did my "life" goes?
Social Life=0;
college-filled-with-assignments-life=100;
love life=-100;
sum of my life=0+100+(-100)=0;
You can see how bored I am and how stupid I'm acting. I hope it's not just me who thinks time really goes by faster and faster day after day. 24 hours is absolutely too short. if there's 48 hours a day, 24 hours make it like how our schedule are right now and the remaining 24 hours are like our break time.So that way, we won't really need much holiday and less-stress. Ha. Easy for me to say. No such thing as 48 hours per day.

I guess I really need a counter to count how many entries like this have I posted. Maybe I should make one myself. Haha.

Actually it has been like almost 4 years since the last time I hold a guy's hand. And I'm still alone. *sob* Everytime when ppl started to talk about their relationship with so and so, I tend to feel a lil' depress. Why? You can see that I sounded really desperate. It's not that I have anyone in mind but that loneliness has to strike me out of sudden. The image of someone be there for me and love me has been floating inside my head. The thing is: I fear to love. I don't dare to actually think of anything about any guy. Cuz I don't want to feel the wrong thing, give the wrong sign, and stay out of focus on my study. But I realised ever since the semester started, I don't have the mood to study, and didn't really focus. I'm so dead. *sigh*

Shut up vic!