Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Wishing Hoping Praying

Actually when will all this stupid feelings be gone huh? I'm sick of thinking about my life and realised nowadays are all about "sigh".

I'm lazy. I admit that. I've become so not concentrate towards my studies. It's not like there's something bothering me is just that I guess it's time that I get sick of being a student. I know when I start working in the future I'll be complaining about my job and missing being a student. Life's like that. Always look back or look beyond. Hmm.. looking beyond...

Just talked to a friend about birthday parties. Ehehe. It's like officially 21 this year.OMG. Lol. Big party? I wish. But how could you party without thanking the person who gives you everything and make you available in this world? Yes, Mum. It's funny to hear how my mum talk sometimes. Whenever I told her about celebrating one's birthday, she'll be like "celebrating for what? you should celebrate for the person who gave u a life!" haha. Come and think of it, it really make sense. Owh wow. It's been almost 21 years that I breathe in this world and remaining as a living form. Amazing =D (lol. uhm u'll probably thinking i'm in the cuckoo state now.. which is true)

Ahaha. Let me see what's my wishlist this year. Owh well.. the biggest wish I've been having so long has been a reality. Why would I want to ask for more? :D But seriously after whatever happened, i absolutely believe that if you always believe in what you wish for, your dream will eventually come true. Just that it takes time. Really, don't give up on ur dreams. Lol. I'm always a greedy person. Still want to talk about my wish. I wish to have my close friends around me and have a great time together. It doesn't matter where, as long as we really really have fun =) And once again, thank God for making my dreams of meeting Mike Shinoda come true. I'll somehow get the tattoo done later. Need to make sure my skin is seriously fine with those needles cuz my skin is pretty sensitive though.I do wish to hang out with a big bunch of ppl like I used to in HELP again. But guess the chances are pretty slim since most of them are in overseas.

I need motivation to do my work. Half of it lost due to my powerbook. I just sent in for warranty service today. *sob* I miss it. Probably is not such a bad thing after all cuz it can keep me from distracted for a while.

I want a car. I don't care whatever car. For now I just wish I could like have my own transport cuz seriously malaysian bus suck. Not only bus suck. Most of the facilities in malaysia don't deserve a good anyway.The places.. even the ppl now. I just really hate those criminals. Why are they so cruel? They made it seems like killng a person like no big deal. Come on.Where's all the humanity? Don't they even think before they slashed someone? Those ppl are really sick. Pity for those who were being targeted.Hopefully those who lost their life can rest in peace.

Alright. Time to go off for more work and less play. Ciaoz

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