Haha. Life's like that...
This week is rather stressful than usual. So many things to be done yet hard to be completed. Just like today, the NOS test. The only thing I could say is that it's all my fault for not studying enough. Still finding some reasons to make myself looking not so bad. Haha. Cuz during the weekend, it was seriously hectic. Didn't get enough sleep. And trust me, my eyes are getting smaller.
Tmr... will be the longest day I'm gonna have in KDU. There will be class from 9-12,1-3,4-6. And we'll be having a meeting with the lecturers and program leader regarding to the lecturer. Obviously, complain. I'm hoping I'll be able to get hold of myself. Cuz I seriously want to settle this peacefully without ruining the relationship with the lecturer nor trying to make everyone unhappy. But knowing myself having such bad temper, I don't dare to promise. I wonder how will the lecturer react and what is she gonna say. Haha. We'll see.
Nothing much to talk about other than stacking up with assignments and studies. Where's my life? Haha. KDU took away my life. I'll try to get it back soon. Haha.
I guess i really need a break to get really enough sleep in order to get rid of my eye bag. It's really horrible. I used to be without eye bags. Now I'm like a panda. Panda is cute but I don't want to be one especially when I'll be the ugliest panda. Wow. It's gonna be april soon. Too soon.
Listening to my friends telling me about his/her relationship with another guy/girl makes me feel again, loneliness. I understand there's several reasons why there's no guy fond of a girl like me. Not being underestimating myself but just speak out the truth.
I wonder how my future's gonna be. I'm always wondering. And at the end of the day never realised it's already here. It's too late for me to actually step back for any changes in my studies. No matter what happens, I have to finish my journey of education in KDU next year and hoping to achieve something in the end. well vic, gotta try harder and harder then. *peace*
Tmr... will be the longest day I'm gonna have in KDU. There will be class from 9-12,1-3,4-6. And we'll be having a meeting with the lecturers and program leader regarding to the lecturer. Obviously, complain. I'm hoping I'll be able to get hold of myself. Cuz I seriously want to settle this peacefully without ruining the relationship with the lecturer nor trying to make everyone unhappy. But knowing myself having such bad temper, I don't dare to promise. I wonder how will the lecturer react and what is she gonna say. Haha. We'll see.
Nothing much to talk about other than stacking up with assignments and studies. Where's my life? Haha. KDU took away my life. I'll try to get it back soon. Haha.
I guess i really need a break to get really enough sleep in order to get rid of my eye bag. It's really horrible. I used to be without eye bags. Now I'm like a panda. Panda is cute but I don't want to be one especially when I'll be the ugliest panda. Wow. It's gonna be april soon. Too soon.
Listening to my friends telling me about his/her relationship with another guy/girl makes me feel again, loneliness. I understand there's several reasons why there's no guy fond of a girl like me. Not being underestimating myself but just speak out the truth.
I wonder how my future's gonna be. I'm always wondering. And at the end of the day never realised it's already here. It's too late for me to actually step back for any changes in my studies. No matter what happens, I have to finish my journey of education in KDU next year and hoping to achieve something in the end. well vic, gotta try harder and harder then. *peace*
posted by Victoria at 11:23 PM
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