In the merge of giving up... NOT!
Lol. Everytime when I have the intention to give up on certain things, I can never reach the end point of seriously giving up. Why is that? It just so happen that Mike's face stop me from really giving up. As I've been mentioning about the stress and pressure from all the assignments and all the happenings around, there were a few times I've been really struggling to give up straight away. But I just couldn't do it.
SImple enough, just like the voting for FM in the MTV asia awards thingy. We FM fans knowing that the PCD fans have been cheating by using the automated voting machine to vote for PCD and yet we're still trying so damn hard to push the percentage up for FM. I don't deny that I got pretty pissed off for all the voting I'm trying to do and it seems like it means nothing when the PCD votes just got up so easily. It made me feel like "what for I keep voting when I know that in the end my votes don't help at all". NO. I'm wrong. This is exactly a competition for us. If FM wins by not having any competitors, it won't be so meaningful if they win it. So now, I'm taking it as like if we want to win this, we must win it fair and square. So in the end, we won't feel a single guilt of anything cuz we didn't cheat. We will feel even proud to win this. Just like how mike is showing his dedication and hardwork on his record. Did he ever give up? Ha. If he did, there won't be FM anymore and LP won't be making great music for us. *kudos to the FM general*
Like my assignments, as I mentioned in my previous entries, the lecturer taught us NOTHING and she claimed that we should be doing independent study. So what? I don't give a shit anymore. I'll just do whatever I can, try to penalize me if you dare. It's not going to be ONLY my fault if I didn't do well. What's the purpose of going for classes? Let me tell you, we go for class is to LEARN! And not for you to come and tell us to do research on our own. If we SHOULD do research on our own, what for I NEED TO PAY YOU?! Are you stupid or something? You're not even qualified to be a lecturer. No standard at all! I'm gonna show you what I can do for myself. pfft.
Alright. Gotta move on with the work. Thanks to shinoda I'm able to pick myself up from the hopeless thoughts. I'm gonna work harder and harder. *hugs Mike* you're the best :)
SImple enough, just like the voting for FM in the MTV asia awards thingy. We FM fans knowing that the PCD fans have been cheating by using the automated voting machine to vote for PCD and yet we're still trying so damn hard to push the percentage up for FM. I don't deny that I got pretty pissed off for all the voting I'm trying to do and it seems like it means nothing when the PCD votes just got up so easily. It made me feel like "what for I keep voting when I know that in the end my votes don't help at all". NO. I'm wrong. This is exactly a competition for us. If FM wins by not having any competitors, it won't be so meaningful if they win it. So now, I'm taking it as like if we want to win this, we must win it fair and square. So in the end, we won't feel a single guilt of anything cuz we didn't cheat. We will feel even proud to win this. Just like how mike is showing his dedication and hardwork on his record. Did he ever give up? Ha. If he did, there won't be FM anymore and LP won't be making great music for us. *kudos to the FM general*
Like my assignments, as I mentioned in my previous entries, the lecturer taught us NOTHING and she claimed that we should be doing independent study. So what? I don't give a shit anymore. I'll just do whatever I can, try to penalize me if you dare. It's not going to be ONLY my fault if I didn't do well. What's the purpose of going for classes? Let me tell you, we go for class is to LEARN! And not for you to come and tell us to do research on our own. If we SHOULD do research on our own, what for I NEED TO PAY YOU?! Are you stupid or something? You're not even qualified to be a lecturer. No standard at all! I'm gonna show you what I can do for myself. pfft.
Alright. Gotta move on with the work. Thanks to shinoda I'm able to pick myself up from the hopeless thoughts. I'm gonna work harder and harder. *hugs Mike* you're the best :)
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