Between fantasy and reality
This blogging habit has become more and more less interested for me. Well of course I love to write.. is just that the mood is not there to actually wanting to make a new post plus it's not that my life is amazing or something. I'm like writing my plain bored life here. Just like writing my diary.. except it's online and everyone can read it.
Sometimes I wonder, if life is like what the harvest moon character have, it will be pretty fun. Simple and easy. Everybody lives in harmony and no crimes, no trouble. I could sound a little silly here but I'm pretty amazed by how the creator of the game could come out with this sort of game that actually makes me fantasize abt that kind of life in the game. Is an ordinary farmer who has a house with a chicken barn and cow,sheep barn with a large piece of land to plant vegetables with good neighbourhood around and has a mountain nearby which has mines for u to dig on the minerals and great scenes of surrounding. Everyday is just about taking care of ur plants, animals and make friends with ppl.. get married eventually, have baby and go on with the farming life. I know.. a game is just a game. But i guess you can't even see this kind of life anywhere else other than playing this game cuz in the world today, ppl surrounded by tall buildings, everyday-improving technologies, living in big city... there's no way that this life would ever appear again. Even if you want this kind of life, it's so impossible. Like say, you want a great neighbourhood, there's no place on earth now is absolutely free from robbery, crimes and so on. Everywhere you go could be unsafe. *sigh* Wonder what happen to the times where everyone can get along and trust each other. Probably i'm saying something very selfish here, and I admit that I'm lucky to be where I am today and I'm eternally grateful to my parents for bringing me to this world... but I really wonder why one person could actually commit crime just like that. To me, it seems like some ppl see life as nothing. They could just take other's life away by slashing them, shooting them. Gosh.. do these ppl actually think about how their life came about? Don't they have parents? No one in this world were being born without parents... even an orphan.
Probably whatever I've said it's a little unusual but I just think that nowadays life seems too precious and fragile. Maybe next minute someone could just break into your house to rob you and worse, kill you. So I guess the purpose of living is to find the most meaningful thing that happen to you in ur life or maybe living is to look forward to the next second to see what's coming. *tsk tsk.. ppl reading this will actually think i'm talking like a philosopher.. well i'm just actually writing what I felt for so long*
I've been truly blessed to actually have so many dreams of mine came true. So in a way, I really want to help someone to fulfil her dreams. Still figuring out a way to do it though. Cuz I reallly understand the kind of desire to do certain things or wanted something but just couldn't reach it as soon as one wanted to. And being able to make someone else dream come true is another kind of joy. I wish I could really do this and bring a moment that one could never ever forget in his/her life. Haha.. Win.. if you are reading, just want you to know, I really understand ur desires. It's not a crime to being so crazy/addicted over a celebrity. Well.. to me.. this kind of crazy/addiction has become something called dedication. Dedication is something that is over craziness and addiction. I'm just like you.. I've been crazy over mike for years... I never really care what other thinks about my craziness or addiction, cuz I know clearly what I'm doing. Probably you'll think Mike Shinoda is different. He's more famous and blah blah.. actually the concept is pretty much the same. Both Keita and Mike involves in music industry and both of them love music, they just want to do their best to present what they could come out with to the fans. We, the music lovers get so attached to them is because they have something unique that we love. So win, it's never wrong to be crazy ;)
Woa.. Never really realised that I've written such a long entry. And most of the things i wrote is so "grandma-ish".. Haha.. kill time :P anyway.. i'm outta here. *peace*
Sometimes I wonder, if life is like what the harvest moon character have, it will be pretty fun. Simple and easy. Everybody lives in harmony and no crimes, no trouble. I could sound a little silly here but I'm pretty amazed by how the creator of the game could come out with this sort of game that actually makes me fantasize abt that kind of life in the game. Is an ordinary farmer who has a house with a chicken barn and cow,sheep barn with a large piece of land to plant vegetables with good neighbourhood around and has a mountain nearby which has mines for u to dig on the minerals and great scenes of surrounding. Everyday is just about taking care of ur plants, animals and make friends with ppl.. get married eventually, have baby and go on with the farming life. I know.. a game is just a game. But i guess you can't even see this kind of life anywhere else other than playing this game cuz in the world today, ppl surrounded by tall buildings, everyday-improving technologies, living in big city... there's no way that this life would ever appear again. Even if you want this kind of life, it's so impossible. Like say, you want a great neighbourhood, there's no place on earth now is absolutely free from robbery, crimes and so on. Everywhere you go could be unsafe. *sigh* Wonder what happen to the times where everyone can get along and trust each other. Probably i'm saying something very selfish here, and I admit that I'm lucky to be where I am today and I'm eternally grateful to my parents for bringing me to this world... but I really wonder why one person could actually commit crime just like that. To me, it seems like some ppl see life as nothing. They could just take other's life away by slashing them, shooting them. Gosh.. do these ppl actually think about how their life came about? Don't they have parents? No one in this world were being born without parents... even an orphan.
Probably whatever I've said it's a little unusual but I just think that nowadays life seems too precious and fragile. Maybe next minute someone could just break into your house to rob you and worse, kill you. So I guess the purpose of living is to find the most meaningful thing that happen to you in ur life or maybe living is to look forward to the next second to see what's coming. *tsk tsk.. ppl reading this will actually think i'm talking like a philosopher.. well i'm just actually writing what I felt for so long*
I've been truly blessed to actually have so many dreams of mine came true. So in a way, I really want to help someone to fulfil her dreams. Still figuring out a way to do it though. Cuz I reallly understand the kind of desire to do certain things or wanted something but just couldn't reach it as soon as one wanted to. And being able to make someone else dream come true is another kind of joy. I wish I could really do this and bring a moment that one could never ever forget in his/her life. Haha.. Win.. if you are reading, just want you to know, I really understand ur desires. It's not a crime to being so crazy/addicted over a celebrity. Well.. to me.. this kind of crazy/addiction has become something called dedication. Dedication is something that is over craziness and addiction. I'm just like you.. I've been crazy over mike for years... I never really care what other thinks about my craziness or addiction, cuz I know clearly what I'm doing. Probably you'll think Mike Shinoda is different. He's more famous and blah blah.. actually the concept is pretty much the same. Both Keita and Mike involves in music industry and both of them love music, they just want to do their best to present what they could come out with to the fans. We, the music lovers get so attached to them is because they have something unique that we love. So win, it's never wrong to be crazy ;)
Woa.. Never really realised that I've written such a long entry. And most of the things i wrote is so "grandma-ish".. Haha.. kill time :P anyway.. i'm outta here. *peace*
posted by Victoria at 10:11 PM
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